I thought of many things recently, that how much things could affect my life. I should do what I think I should. Life is so full of mysteries. One could never ever finish unlocking all the mysteries in their lives. In less than 2 years time it's time for army and we have to make a decision for my life before I O.R.D. Tough decisions flowing through my mind. The "What Ifs" are all popping up out of a sudden. Sometime I just wish I could go to the beach at night have some cigs and booze and talk to someone close to me about how I feel. I've got so much to say but you're all so faraway.
The truth is always so cold. Everyone have to admit we are growing old. School assignments and my work is tearing me apart. I really miss the times when I had with some of my sec school mates. Lying on playground, singing songs and telling each other craps. Nevertheless, these are the guys I miss eventhough I seldom meet up with them.
